昨日はもしかして、そろそろって思ったが、全く元に戻ってしまった。気配すらない。奥さんが助産婦の友達、久保田くんに、「歩くといいよ」と念を押され、今日は散歩にでも行くかなという気になった。外が寒いのが珠に傷。
ここ2週間ほど、明け方早くにお腹がすいて目が覚める。お腹すき過ぎて、少し気持ち悪いので、シリアルを食べてまた寝るのだが、晩ご飯のエネルギーが朝までもたないみたい。それに、夜中外が暗い時なぜか寝苦しくてあまり寝られない。明るくなってから2度寝すると熟睡できるのだけど。出産のことで不安で闇が怖いのかしら。
Jasonママもメールで書いていたが、両親の「何でも後回し」遺伝子を赤ちゃんが受け継いでるかも。一夜漬け、遅刻は得意だった私。妊娠したのだって同級生に比べてかなりの遅刻だ。
産休も3週間も過ぎると、退屈だ。結局ミシンもないのに、手縫いでベイビースリングを作った。もうこれ以上やることはないから、フランス語か経理の勉強しようか。
Thought labour would start yesterday. But false alart! It's just gone back to normal. No sign at all. Kubota kun, whose wife is a midwife, advised me to go for a walk. I should do it today. But a bit chilly outside....
I have been woken up by hunger during night in the last 2 weeks. I get up, have some cereal and go to bed again. It seems that energy from dinner can not last till the following morning now. I also can't sleep very well at night. After dawn, when outside is getting brighter, I can sleep ok. Is this due to some kind of anxiety?
Jason's mum also pointed out but I quite believe that the baby has inherited the procrastination gene. I am very good at starting everything at the last minute, like exam preparations, and am also 'good at' coming to work or school late! Well, my getting pregnant is also much later than most of my friends.
After 3 weeks staying at home, I've really started to feel bored. I made a baby sling without a sewing machine yesterday. Honestly, nothing else to do now. I'm thinking about studying French or Accounting now??
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